I'm here to ask for help praying to G*d to help me find hope. I have none. I am defeated. Broken. I have been looking for help for over a year since being forced to lose my home in CA and move in with family in Chicago. I cannot find a therapist who will see me for less than $50/week. I cannot afford more than $10/week. I don't feel like living. G*d has neither responded to my prayers with help nor death. I just feel like a waste of space. Please help. My unemployment runs out in 3 months and I have no confidence when faced with potential employers. When I am lucky to book a couple days of work here/there, I screw it up. Clearly I am not functioning. I need help. Please pray for me. I need help.