Lord, I pray that I will be ok with my decision. Everything is risky but i must do it now than later. Please Lord, do not leave me there. Make me stronger to face the challenges there. Give me the courage to face them all. Give me the sacred silence and leave it all up to YOU. Guide me Lord., and please take all the pains from my heart.,,from my husband's heart. To at least be humane and fair not just to me but the children as well. Help me prove myself to labour to support my children's needs. Be it less than what I am getting as long as I will be with my child. Please Lord, hear my prayers.