Lord it is been tough lately. i feel so lost.. feeling so much pain and hatred in my heart. i wish i could win a large amount of money so my family could already have our own house. it has been hard being together with my in laws. i already done so much.. it just that i feel not been appreciated and abused. they are good in helping in doing house chores and they care and love you but it just that they are too dependent even my brother in law doesnt even work anymore its easy for him to just give up and think that everything is okey because we are here. i hope you will shower us with your financial blessings. love, peace and harmony. its hard for me to discipline my son because of situation that you see and already know Lord. have mercy on me. give me and my family a HOME, shower us with your abundant love,peace and unity.. touch everyones heart our family, our friends and people that surrounds us. I love you lord and thank your for letting me express the pain in my heart. i just cant share it or say what i feel i respect others feelings too. i love you and i wish that you wont leave us. you stay there and i am just thankful for your existence in my life. mwah