Please ask that God instill in me a good heart. And to wait on him patiently to answer my prayers.Me and my Boyfriend broke up last night and my heart is aching horribly. I have surrendered myself to God..and I ask that God create in Brian Lott a forgiving heart. He has had a horrible past and can't get over his trust issues. I have apologized over and over and he is still hanging onto something I did unintentionally...without thinking. I have lost my best friend...and that is something that is completely breaking my heart. Please ask God to watch over me and keep me safe...to heal my heart and that I take comfort that God's will...will be done...even if that means Brian will never be in my life. I don't know any of you that will pray for me...but we are all brothers and sisters in our Lords eyes. I ask you to pray for me please...and raise up Brian Lott to God's hands. I wouldn't mind any encouragement through message on facebook. Please be an angel for God today and LIFT me up. I feel so empty.