Dear Lord,
I need your help. I am a women of true faith. But I had to leave a marriage that was verbally abusive, mostly. But the problem was he went to work and would never come home. i found him in bars alot. i don't know what to think. but i remained in my marriage fir 28 years, but i could not do it anymore, i beleive you saw i had enough. At this point of being seperated. My mind will not rest with the bitterness i feel. i know i am only hurting myuself. But i am still blamed for the ending of myn marriage. he says i could not forgert past. This is hard to do when the past is my future. Help me Lord to go on without the feeling, of t5he only way to grasp this is to make him see. But i know it is his problem not mine, you removed me from the abuse. Now it is up to us to move on, but i need your help. Please help me as this wonderful season of your birth and New year begins. To know how to become more of my own person as he has moved, in his lifestyle of drinking, and thinking his friends are more important then his family. Please pray for my four children as they are the victims as i am. Especially my disabled Daughter. Who in the beginning he would not see. Now just in the past two weeks, he has wanted to see her. I am having a hard time with all of thias. Help me to be happy just in your will Lord.

Amen,
Nancy