I know it may seem that since the passing of my mother that I have truly lost my way, doing everything I can just to vill the void, and to take my mind off the pain, years and years of non-stop pain. I ask for those who do to pray for not only me, but for my family, who is taking the hard times, and its so rough on us all right now. Im getting custody of my step-daughter Halie, and I pray for her while she is not with me, that god looks over her, and protects her, until she is home. I pray for me and my family, to get through all our hardships, and for me to not lose faith, even when times are dark, to keep the faith, and somehow come through a strong woman. I feel like I slip more every day, and really want to find my way back to being a strong person, not only for me, but for those who depend on me!