I was just recently diagnosed with lou gehrigs disease, I lost all my sisters, my mother to this horrible disease. I Feel like I have the devil in my heart, I do not know why because I have always been a good person, I have a ton of support, I have a healing cd from a very good fiend of mine, I listen to it about 3 times a day, but I do not feel the excellent feeling you have when god is with you anymore when I pray I have been told the devil comes when you are most vulnerable that must be what happened. How do I get him out of my heart? I do nothing but cry when anyone says anything sentimental to me, I also cried through church this morning, what do I do?