God,
please take the anger and pain i have, from my heart. im sorry for the anger and words i have said because ive been so hurt by this lesson you are putting me through. i dont understand why i cant let go of this hurt and pure hatred im feeling... but i deeply want to. i want to forgive and learn. i dont want to feel this way anymore. please guide me... guide me in the right direction so i can move on and learn from what i have experienced.