Riddled with doubts fears which after I conquer they come back with a vengence. I am trying so hard to hold on to my lifelong faith...I have to...but fear grips me & I lose the peace I make for myself in my heart & mind ! Lord help meto be steadfast in my faith, lose all fear, moveforward. This is a very dark time.....help my loved ones to also come through this. I believe...in you...in miracles....