I pray that my bfriend david finds inner peace. He is a soldier who is not doing so well. He is crying out for help. He cant cope with the horrors he has faced. I am truly fearful that he wants to take his own life. He has attempted to twice in one year.The pain i see in his eyes is like no pain i have ever seen before. I cant bear to see him throw up because hes crying so hard or grabbing his chest. I want him to know he is loved and forgiven. That he is a wonderful man. I want him to know i love him and to stop pushing everyone away.He wants to punish himself. PTSD is the worst thing I have ever seen. I want him to know i ll be there when hes ready. I just want him to be okay. I am so worried about him. I love him and I want my best friend back. I want the guy i feel in love with back. I want him to see Gods love again. Please I need this pray. I want him to come back to his family.