Please pray for me to have faith and the strength as Brian goes on his journey to find himself again. Pray that i may stay strong enough through this test as we take seperate pathways as he heals and takes this journey. May i also find it in my heart to let him go so he can return again the way that he wants to be. SInce his son had past in the last year, it has been a waking moment for him to go out and soul search on his own. I feel afraid and worried and yet selfish. because I dont want to let go. i know i have to allow him to do what it is he needs to on that path. I just ask for strength to give him what he needs.