I just found out I have to miss the biggest trip ever with my youth group, because I got something goin on with school and I have to be there. It's really hard for me because it's my final year with them and I've been goin on this trip with them ever since I started high school and I've felt like I've grown alot there. I always go on that trip and it really strengthens my relationship with Christ. I really do wanna go go on this trip, but if I don't go, I feel like I'm letting my youth group down. It's just gonna be so hard for me to tell them I can't go with them. I just hope they'll understand. I love 'em all and would do anything for them.