God..... I know I should be patient and being able to see him last weekend was all because of you... showing me I al going on the right path and to keep following my heart...... I want to start my life with him.... I feel like he has part of me with him when he is gone..... I long to feell his embrace and his love..... God please bring him here and let the rest of it work out.... I don't want to waste a moment without him..... please God... I feel with every part of me this is the right thing... and after 4 months away... u brought him to me last weekend..... please God move mountains..... part seas...... I need you.... and only you can..... Amen....