I'm almost done i really am, everything is falling apart and my last hope for salvation my one thread i held on too, the one person i loved the most in this world....has separated herself from me...permanently. and i promised her that i will be okay but in all honesty I'm having such a hard time putting a smile on my face, these tears, these scares, this broken person that stands here before you..I am an empty shell of my former self and i don't know what to think anymore, please pray for me, so that i may see the purpose in God's plan, so i may see why he put me through losing my friends, my value, my inspiration, and most of all...her i know I'm asking for a lot and my problems may not be great for most but i really need some guidance, so please God whatever it is that you want me to do, what ever calling you want me to hear... I'll listen, just please no more torment