It's been awhile since I last felt this feeling towards a person but it seems to me that we're growing miles apart each day instead of growing even closer. I dunno if I should still be hopeful...the heart wants to, but the brain is telling me to be realistic and grounded. I miss this person terribly but could only wait as I don't want to push him away. But I also know that if I don't put myself out there for him, he might think that I am not sincere with my intentions of becoming really closer to him. I am torn and I wish things are not this complicated. A girl could only hope....but what if my hope is waning as well? I am the last person to beg for some person's time. I pray though, that we may finally see me the way I wanted him to see and accept me.