I know the lord is in control I just need prayers First I loose the most wonderful marriage and let down a very special lady and now my wonderful Mother has past. Lord I am trying it is just so hard for a human man too bear.

I ask that I be given the courage to face a life without the most wonderful lady I was blessed to have for 28 yrs. I have struggled for over 2yrs with letting go. I pray for her happiness and that she will know I am sorry and only wish I could have been stronger.I ask that God will heal my broken heart.