I have been so depressed lately, over financial issues and not being able to cover daily expenses as well as monthly obligations. Just can't seem to get out of it. I have no desire to even leave the house, and no ambition to do anything... I went to my doctor, had to borrow the money for the visit, and he has started me on antidepressants, which I am praying help. I don't like taking pills, but am to the point of desperation and needing something to help. I am 65, and live alone. Please pray for me to get out of this mental state and see the goodness in life again. Thank you.