Dear lord in heaven my bad sems to be no end. What is with my man happened he goes on skype with other name or blocked me he chat behind me with other girls i think its she that one girl who broke all down: dear father how can i handle this all and how can i make show him to love me. It seems im only for beeing save not for love so please lord give him in mind to go or to stay but end this issues. My heart is going down to break und i see how im loosing trust more and more. Why is it not me only he is thinking of i do all to be a good wife. I know we are much different but Lord you bring this man into my life and its seems to be im loosing him now. I know there is much he is missing in his life and he has to know before he can make a real good life of family but why am i that girl who has to be with him in this differen part of his life. Im not that strong to handle with all this after my long depressions dear Lord im missing that loveful peaceful part of love with him an he is not on the part of his life to live this. Sometimes im thinking why he couldnt come later after he had all this. so please Lord show me the way to keep strong not to be that jalousy like i am at this time and help him to figure out what he wants to be really to habe a good way of live and family thats all im looking for. Im willing to let him go if its your will but hard for me because i love him so much. so please lord help me out you did so many times i will not fall down again and go to psychic hosital because of all this dont wanne be depressed anymore please lord forgive me that i cant wait anylonger but im still on my end but thank you for all you give to me and giving your beloved sun in jesus name amen