i have suffered a rough past that almost cost me my life but i believe that god brought a certain individual into my life to bring me closer to the lord that has saved me from a lot and has given me more to believe in. but i am struggling with being able to trust in god when it comes to my future and struggles in life. i have been betrayed so many times by others and well im not sure if i am able to trust anyone anymore and i want extremely to trust that god is there for me and loves me. but with my past still in my memory it makes it difficult to believe that someone out there can ever love me that much or even care at all. i just pray tht i will soon have the strength to trust again.