It’s been a year! A whole year of you hearing my last prayer here and I can’t deny that you have answered it. Perhaps not in the way my human self wants it to be answered, but I definitely see the ways in which you have responded to me. Perfect timing is your timing and I tend to forget that. I also know that you will never give me more than I can handle so this is why the last year has been the way it has been. See, I have a lot of work to be done inside myself before you open the path to where I am meant to be. I’ve always known that but my self will, my humanness, and my own misaligned self gets in the way and as a result, I loose my way. Yet, even in the midst of being lost, you are still there, right beside me, waiting for me to come to my senses. I’m not sure that I will ever get to that place where I am content, but you have shown me that there is a reason for everything that crosses my path and it is all part of a grander plan. With patience, faith and trust, I shall kneel down before your presence in my life and with gratitude praise you for the love, the strength and the grace that you have given me despite my own opposition when I am out of my devotion to you! I will stay on the path you have shown me over the last year. I will continue to do the work that you have given me to do so that the real service that I am meant to be doing in your plan for me, will not be done in vein as it is your work really, that is being done through me. Praise Jesus for dying for me and my shortcomings that free will brings me. Praise God for loving me so unconditionally that he has blessed me with the open heart and open mind to see that my prayers are answered not because of the single purpose of my gain, but for the purpose of the greater good of him and his plans!!