my life is in such turmoil right now... God PLEASE open up my heart and my eyes and navigate me in the way i am supposed to go.. There is SO much i want to accomplish in life.. the obstacles are sometimes too much!!! I love a man UNCONDITIONALLY.. But i honestly think he feels better than me because he makes more money.. i am not jealous nor do i envy him,but i know that he feels like this because as soon as we argue he brings it up.. I've really tried.. All i ever wanted was for us to be a family.. Please let it be your will.. If we are not meant to be the family that i have so desired all of this time, please give me the strength to move on and move past the heartache.. Please keep my daughter smart and safe as she embarks upon a new freedom with being a graduate.. Please help her stay focused and accomplish the things that i didn't at her age. Help her and my son as well as me become the BEST people possible who live to serve you.. Lord, PLEASE make me a BETTER person and take this hurt from my heart.. Thank u and AMEN