Things at work are unsure at this moment. The market is not doing well, I'm under staffed and a corporate office that only sees the current condition and not all you have done in the past, does not help my situation.

I feel helpless and scared. Other than God, I do not have anyone to lean on. Not married, and have no one (other than like I mention, God) to lend me a hand if something were to happen.

God I am actually terrified, and that makes me feel worse. I have to trust in the lord completely. Everything that is happening or that will happen, happens for a reason. His will today, his will everyday, his will always.